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I`m Not What I Appear To Be
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About Me Member Dark Artist missmentalhealth18/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Betrayal
by ~missmentalhealth
CrushI think I`m going out of my mind. I feel my grasp on sanity slipping. All because of a smile. A single grin has become my undoing. Simple laughter has kept me awake and wondering. Never before have I experianced such emotion. I have not encountered these feelings in any of my previous relationships. What is it about this person that affects me so? Is it their kind spirit, their gentle heart, their ability to make me smile? Or is it the mystery that surrounds them? What they hide could be the death of me...or it could just break my heart. Yet there is still some element that holds me back, makes it impossible to take a chance and pursue some f Crush
by ~missmentalhealth
The Show Must Go OnI smile, tell you I`m fine. Never let the pain escape. I`ve become a superb actress. Never letting it show that things have gotten under my skin.  
 
Even those who know me best cannot truly tell when something bothers me. Perhaps I am virtually unreadable.  
 
Or maybe this mask I don is stuck.  
 
For how long must I keep up the facade that I`m okay, that everything is fine? How much longer do I have to hold in the screams?  
 
One day I know I will not be able to contain my feelings. They will burst forth, and all will be lost.  
 
For it is not safe to bottle things up, no matter what they The Show Must Go On
by ~missmentalhealth
Poem For A Friend ThreeYou say you are not worthy of love, that you do not deserve affection. You claim that you are an abombination, a monsterous being to be shunned. You do not see your beauty. It is so obvious to me, to everyone. Yet not to you. The image in the mirror is your enemy, it screams at you, degrades you, makes you believe you are worthless. And because some blind idiots agree with your inner voice, you let it affect you. You sink deeper into believing this spectre of depression and self-depreciation. I often wonder why you make no move to fight this spreader of lies, you just accept it and agree. Never standing up to exclaim that you, nor any other p Poem For A Friend Three
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1000 Pageviews for Janet

Goodbye

Wed Apr 6, 2005, 6:17 PM
So there it is. 100 deviations. 100 journal entries. And I`m done. It seems the admins of DA don`t care if I`m getting harrassed (although the person stopped after I took the mtter into my own hands) because I`ve tried to get them to do something about the issue several times and they only replied once, saying there was not much they could do. Also, it has come to my attention there may be some legal stuff going on that I want no part of. So I am gone from the site as an artist. I will still watch you all as often as I can. If I decide to come back, it may not be under this screen name, as I really don`t want to have to put up with harrassment any longer. I love you all, and I wish only the best. Love always, Janet
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~guitarsallly Feb 25, 2006, 2:04:23 PM
Hey there! :peace:

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~blacklightbombshell Feb 28, 2005, 5:44:59 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: on Spiritual Femme!!! [link]

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"My name is Richie Cunningham and this is my wife, Oprah."
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~nokros Dec 4, 2004, 9:06:14 PM
Thank you so much for the fav!
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~excaliber666 Dec 3, 2004, 7:43:57 PM
:stupidme:

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The mind of a broken man, that has nothing to live for.
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~thescruffymutt Nov 24, 2004, 10:20:42 PM
Thanks so much for the +fav!~

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"YOU ARE EXPERIENCING A CAR ACCIDENT!"
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~WillDrawForPocky Oct 4, 2004, 2:42:10 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! ^_^

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Satan's Camaro. It's stalking me.
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~excaliber666 Oct 2, 2004, 2:21:10 AM
happy b-day

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The mind of a broken man, that has nothing to live for.
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~kuria-demonique Oct 1, 2004, 10:42:34 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! No you dont know me, but my friend said it was your bday so I am showering you with bday love and hugs. :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
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*megalithic Oct 1, 2004, 9:45:39 AM
Happy Birthday!!!! Eat cake.

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Remember friend as you pass by
As you are now so once was I
As I am now you soon shall be
So prepare for death and follow me.
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~excaliber666 Sep 10, 2004, 4:53:29 PM
:finger: :finge:finger:

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The mind of a broken man, that has nothing to live for.
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